everyone will wan to recall abt her/his only true love memories~~
guess wat he say to me wen~~i ask him abt in future he will recall abt me ma...
"no point recall wen im jus beside him all along"
e excat word i do not hw to type in word i jus noe its similar n its reali sweet to me...normally im e wan hu afraid to lose my love i reali touch wen i noe he is oso same as me afraid to lose each other~~
"dear i may not gd in words...but bleaf me i..
love u more than any one in my world~!!"
be only belong to me
30/10/2007
feel so useless...
He jus discharge from hospital not long ago...i finally less worry abt him..but i feel kind of useless infront of him...owes been taken care by him suddenly i feel so weird without him able to take care me...he is sick i don expect much...but ther is some hw i feel im not able to take care of him n worse i feel i don even understand a tiny bit of him...
even he is jus rite beside me i dunno wat is he tinking,
feel e gap n emptiness....hai
i keeping asking myself if i cant even be ther wen he nid me...even jus taking care of him m i still being a gd gf...he is a gd bf...n i jus cant do anything for him...feel so useless
nw even i not feeling well i don dare to let him know
n let him worry...suddenly e gap appear
n i dunno hw to get near him
so afraid i cant even get close to him anymore~
so afraid losing him~~
dear i reali love u but seem like u deserve a better gf than me...
13/11/2007
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